The first thing you need to know about me is that I have PTSD, and am MPD/DID. I didn't have these conditions before becoming a victim of mind control.
MKULTRA, NASA, the CIA, Psychological Warfare, Media Analysis, Alien Contact...
A lot of what you will read here is about my two decades as an investigator into mind control. The only way in was to become a victim, but in the shady world of MKULTRA there is ordinarily only one way out.
All those years ago I began as a private investigator for congress on a mission to learn what I could about MKULTRA.Thoughit was banned by congress in the 70's, it was still operational, and by 1987 had become much more powerful than anyone had dreamed possible.
What I discovered was that MKULTRA was, more than anything else, about the richest and most powerful people on the planet.
By all rights I should have been dead long ago. But I had lots of insurance. So here I am to tell the tale.
Welcome to the light at the other end of the rabbit hole. And if you're into hard realities... enjoy.
"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on or by imbecils who really mean it....." Mark Twain
"The high office of President has been used to foment a plot to destroy the Americans freedom, and before I leave office I must inform the citizen of his plight." --John Fitzgerald Kennedy Columbia University, 10 days before his assassination
"When even one American -- who has done nothing wrong -- is forced by fear to shut his mind and close his mouth, then all Americans are in peril." Harry S. Truman
Fruedian Slip Anyone? "Our enemies are innovative andresourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we." -- George W. Bush, 5 August 2004
"If ye love wealth better than liberty, the tranquility of servitude better than the animating contest of freedom, go home from us in peace. We ask not your counsel or your arms. Crouch down and lick the handsof those who feed you. May your chains set lightly upon you. May posterity forget that ye were our countrymen." - Samuel Adams
When the people fear their government, there is tyranny; when the government fears the people, there is liberty.~Thomas Jefferson
"Preach the Gospel at all times...if necessary, use words."St. Francis of Assisi
"The pen is mightier than the sword, and considerably easier to write with." Marty Feldman.
"That the birds of worry fly over your head, this you cannot prevent. That they build nests in your hair, this you can prevent." Lao Tzu
"I would have made a good Pope." - Richard M. Nixon (1913-1994)
"Never kick a fresh turd on a hot day." - Harry S. Truman
"The human race has one really effective weapon, and that is laughter." -Mark Twain
"Justice will not condemn even the devil himself wrongfully." ~ Thomas Fuller M.D.
"Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools, that don't have brains enough to be honest."~ Benjamin Franklin ~
"Who are you going to believe, me or your own eyes?"- Chicco Marx
"There but for the grace of God, goes God."- Winston Churchill
"A car is not the only thing that can be recalled by its maker." --Unknown
"Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.' " Charlie Brown.
"All technology should be assumed guilty until proven innocent."-- David Ross Brower (b. 1912), American writer, author
"It is the absolute responsibility of everybody in uniform to disobey an order that is either illegal or immoral." -General Peter Pace, Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, National Press Club, February 17, 2006.
"Beware the leader who bangs the drums of war in order to whip the citizenry into a patriotic fervor, for patriotism is indeed a double-edged sword. It both emboldens the blood, just as it narrows the mind. And when the drums of war have reached a fever pitch and the blood boils with hate and the mind has closed, the leader will have no need in seizing the rights of the citizenry. Rather, the citizenry, infused with fear and blinded by patriotism, will offer up all of their rights unto the leader and gladly so. How do I know? For this is what I have done. And I am Caesar." -- Julius Caesar
My green thumb came only as a result of the mistakes I made while learning to see things from the plant's point of view. - H. Fred Ale
"The dog is a gentleman; I hope to go to his heaven, not man's."~ Mark Twain
"Our principles are the springs of our actions. Our actions, the springs of our happiness or misery. Too much care, therefore, cannot be taken in forming our principles." Red Skelton
"I told my psychiatrist that everyone hates me. He said I was being ridiculous - everyone hasn't met me yet." Rodney Dangerfield.
Why don't they make the whole plane out of that black box stuff. Steven Wright.